Someone just pissed me the fuck off but what else is new. I have just to the conclusion that I'm one of those people who are meant to be constantly agitated. I've been trying my best not to let people get to me but tonight was the last straw. Right now it seems like I'm doing bad all by myself and I don't need motherfathers making ish worst for me.
Anyway let me take a couple of deep breaths...
As you can tell I'm stressed out. I've got a lot going on all around. Right now I'm contemplating staying at the station to finish up some work that I began or going home and finishing it there, where I may fall asleep and cannot email it. (no one paid the phone bill, so no internet)
I think I'll stay for a while and then I'll head home before the trains stop running express.
I seriously need to destress.
PS IF ONE MORE PERSON ASKS ME ABOUT PHILLY I'M GOING TO STRANGLE THEM!!!
i am who i am
8:53 PM
These past few weeks have been very stressfull.
Anyone who knows me knows that today was very difficult.
I did what I do best. Avoided, although I did wake up in tears because today was what it was, as well as for the victims of Hurricane Katrina. I woke up at 5:30 crying and didn't stop until Back To The Future II came on TBS. That was a great movie...The only thing is that I've never seen the first one so I'm slightly confused about certain parts. Love that one though. Had a crush on MJF back in the day...
shhhhh ALEX P. KEATON WAS COOL in a weird way.
Things with my living situation are declining rapidly, my work situation is so so (they still are not paying me enough and it is not what I wanna do although it is for a GREAT cause), but the internship is going okay. Even with all that I'm generally content or trying to be.
i am who i am
11:20 PM
Unfortunately I no longer trust or believe
anyone.
Yes I feel as crazy as that sounds.
i am who i am
9:47 AM
