Thanks to my friend
Kathy, I no longer feel like one of those weirdos. I love this new skin...well what I can see of it. I think I'll leave it up for a few months.
My weekend was very hectic. A pipe burst outside and I since I'm in charge I had to see that it was fixed. I still don't have a job, and the responsibilites of the house are way too much. I REFUSE TO FUCKING SHOVEL! My family seems to forget that I'm going through something or they just dont care. The house is supposed to be sold within the next few days and who knows when the rent will be due. On top of all that my grandmother keeps stressing me over other shit that really isn't important on the great scheme of things.
There is trouble at the internship so I don't know how long that is going to be.
I just need a job and a vaccation and I'm working on getting both.
I know that I haven't been commenting very much, but I have been reading.
i am who i am
1:59 PM
Dang I feel like one of those weirdos who still have their Christmas tree up and turn it on. I need a new skin, but I haven't seen anything that I am in love with. Plus my screen is screwed up again, so I cannot even see while I type this. Maybe Kathy will change it for me. She had a happy healthy baby, so I don't have to worry about her anymore.
I am still looking for a job. I am still loving my internship, even when I have to go get hair. I still miss my friend who "broke up" with me. I missed him today especially. I'd really like his opinion on something. He gave the best advice. I doubt he reads this anymore, thinks me or even misses me. I guess he is just another man in my like that I love entirely too much in spite of everything.
Speaking of men in my life that I love way too much, my ex boyfriend has been 'speaking' to me. I never know when to take him seriously or not. He wants me to visit him. I'm not sure if I will yet. I just might cause I need to get away from here.
i am who i am
8:29 PM
