Let's begin with the Daily Dirt
Have You ever....
1. Got so wasted you chucked up?
Yup in a cab....it was a long night.
2. Stuck your finger in someone else's belly button?
You know what...it didn't sound as nasty as it sounds right now. Yeah I have and I smelled it too.
3. Kissed somebody of the same sex?
Yes I have...that is all I'm gonna say about that.
4. Cooked a meal for anyone?
Okay now ya'll know how Izzo does. I'm cooking for my friend on Sunday.
5. Fallen in love?
Yes and it was very beautiful. Then I woke up. It'll happen again. One day.

So it has been a few days. I went to the doctor. Okay let me explain...I went to the Health Center, which is basically like a clinic but for students at my university. Now I have never really been to a clinic but I think this may be worst. Last time I went to get a pelvic exam I left feeling like I'd just been raped. I walk in at 9:45 and I didn't get out until nearly 3. My doctor is very very nice, but she looks a hot mess. I mean her hair is cut in one of those early 90s short in the front and long in the back numbers. That is not the bad part, she has one part in the front twisted up on the side. Ugh it just looks terrible. I have a humongous bruise on my right arm and it hurts like hell where they took 3 vials of blood. So soon I'll find out if I'm just crazy or if something is wrong with me.

My roommates have been beefing...but what else is new.

This morning when I stepped off the bed I stepped into a wet mess. The heating/air conditioning unit that is in my roommates room began leaking last night. It leaked all the way under my bed into half of my room. Of course a whole bunch of my clothes (I didn't put away my laundry) and papers have gotten wet. DO I NEED ANOTHER FLOOD IN MY LIFE!!! (And Sadia you need to finish paying me) I had so many other things to do but now I have to clean up this mess. It is 76 degrees and I wanted to go see the Alphas cross today. Oh well...I guess....wait no there is no next year. Well whatever.

I am so mad at Days of Our Lives. I expect this crazy shit from Passions, but not Days. How dare they even think of killing off one of the original cast members and matriarch of the Horton family. That is crazy. No one would kill her. She is a grandma.

I've been doing a lot of blog reading. There are some very interesting folks out there.

i am who i am
12:05 PM

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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This kinda goes into what I to discuss. I know that it is wrong but I don't feel the need to explain why I am mad to people. If I want to be upset I fee that I am entitled to feel that way. Why should I go into a long drawn out discussion about something the that had already happened and that I eventually will get over. I am very sensitive and too many things make me mad. Now I know I really should be more vocal and I am working on it. Sometimes when you start bringing up old stuff it just causes more problems. I understand someone else's issue completely but still have my own opinion apart and separate. If I want to be mad and I don't want to discuss it, let me be. I should I be like well yeah I'm mad, I missed part of my show...MORE KANYE; I bought stuff at the store with you in mind, not that I'm not gonna eat it but I would have bought it if you were not here. I spent my trying to make you happy and you pretty much were not concerned with that. ..... No I don't think so cause.

So what do you guys think of the new layout. I like Beyonce and I like the song but the picture. Did ya'll see her dress for the Soul Train awards? Mnnnn. Too tight. I wish I knew how to make these skins myself cause I would like a Kanye one. I didn't develop the pictures from the show yet. I hope they came out okay.


i am who i am
8:30 AM

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EDIT

Okay so I said that I wanted to elaborate on the concert. Especially since one of my A- listers told me that they couldn't hear audio posts. That day was crazy. My whole week was just crazy. I left DC on Friday night/Saturday morning 3:30AM. My friend Stef dropped me off just in time to catch the Chinese shuttle, which I'dd never taken before. I got to Chinatown NYC at around 7:20 and because I was sleepy walked the wrong way to get the train I wanted to I ended up catching the N to Dekalb then the Q to Prospect Park, then the shuttle to the A. When I got home, no one was at my house. I called my mom and she said that my Grammie had gone to the doctor. I need to go too so my uncle came and picked me up and I saw the doctor. The doctor proceeded to tell me that the reason I've been so super tired and that my body hurts and my joints hurt all the time is the time is that I am stressed depressed and overweight. Now it isn't that those things are not true but if that is all that is wrong ( which I have to get some bloodwork done to see...) that means that I may have single handedly ruined my life for no reason.

So then I went home and I hung out with my Grammie for a few hours...yes I said hours. The rest of the time I was in NYC was spent at Keisha's house. Now that was not a problem cause she always comes to my house and I felt it only fair that I go visit her and she was gonna be doing my hair anyway. So she met me and we bought the hair. I don't really like the way it turned out, but becuase it was free I figured that I shouldn't complain. To make an extremely long story short things didn't go as planned and I missed part of the show. It is draining to talk about the night but I did make the best of it.

One good point is that I did get to take pictures and my crazy ass touched inspected his shoes. I have never seen a pair like those...but I'm really not into the shoe game. I even lifted up his jean so I could see the check... and now I officially sound CRAZY. He just looked down and giggled. He coulda kicked me. Anyway I gotta go get the pics developed and get ready to go to Kwesi's dad's party.


i am who i am
11:58 PM

I hate me. I must.
I am self destructive and self sabotaging.
Do I unconsciously want to fail?
I am beginning to think so.
Maybe I was wrong....maybe I do need to just die.
That way I can be out of my misery and I won't have to be dissapointing anyone anymore.
Well no I guess that is selfish.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am who i am
1:28 PM

Who the fuck gave Eamon a record deal!!!!!!!!
He angers me!!!!!!

i am who i am
10:33 AM

Did ya miss me?
I haven't been very social lately. I haven't even spoken to my friend Katina and I talk to her like everyday. Come to think of it, she hasn't called me either. I hope she isn't mad at me. I'll call tomorrow. I have not been feeling like me lately. I barely been talking to Kathy too, and she is another person I talk to almost every day.

The only person I've talked to is Keisha and that is because we have can have useless conversations about Kanye. LOL Did ya'll think I could get through a post with out mentioning him...please. You should know better than that. Did you see him on the Dave Chapelle show? It comes on Comedy Central if you've been under a rock. If you lack cable you can check it out here with Real Player. He looked too adorable, but he was being weird. You know I taped it. It is right after the Carson Daily taping, so I guess this is my Kanye tape. Too bad the 106 & Park and the Letterman appearances are on a different tape. I try not to watch that Carson taping too much cause it make me paranoid, cause I can point out the times when he is looking at me or in my direction. They break it up very well, so unless you are me or Keish you wouldn't know when he is doing it. Anyway he is very cute on the Dave Chapelle show. I swear one day I'm gonna squeeze him!!!

Where I am the weather has been very nice lately. You know that it is getting hot when the bootleggers start coming out and men in cars literally holler at you through their windows. I guess that is helping me feel better. I am not sure if it is an emotional thing or a physical thing but whatever it is I gotta get better soon. I think it maybe Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Either that or me just being EXTREMELY lazy and avoidant. Ya'll pray for me. On top of all that I have the woman's illness and as usual I'm pretty sick. I almost passed out today on my way home from work. This one weird dude was trying to give me a ride too. I felt so bad I almost got in. For once (Let's not front like I haven't been happy to see red before) I am actually happy it is here now. That way I can be flow free when I go see Kanye. YAY

I am in a LOT of pain right now so I'll be back later for the Friday Five and we can discuss my 2 biggest beefs with the new Kanye video All Falls Down. Maybe we'll make it an ausio post. We'll see.

Since I haven't been talking on the phone I'd appreciate comments this time so that I don't feel like a total recluse.
Thanx
Izzo

i am who i am
1:55 AM

Monday Madness
How many hours do you spend per week doing the following things?
1. Watching televisionMy TV is kind of ike my computer....I never turn them off, but that doesn't mean I'm watching. I watch The Today Show every morning, as long as I'm up. If I'm home I watch Starting Over, Days of Our Lives andPassions. I really like The Apprentice too.
2. Sitting at the computer.LOL when ever I'm in my room, but it is on all the time.
3. Reading a bookNot as many as I should.
4. House workPlease my room has been dirty since January. I wish I was exaggerating.
5. CookingHmnnn, between 2-7 depending on the week, and what I'm cooking.
6. EatingLOL ya asking too much now.
7. DrivingIzzo hates to drive. Plus I don't have a car, but both of those things are gonna have to change soon.
8. Working outside of your homeNot as much as I should.
9. BloggingToo much either here or the other spot.
10. Sleeping It varies.

i am who i am
8:28 AM