Friday Five

You have just won one million dollars: Yay!!!

1. Who do you call first?
My mom, auntie, and grammie

2. What is the first thing you buy for yourself?
Pay all of my loans. Does that count as buying something? Well if not, the next thing I'd buy would be some shoes. I was looking at my oxfords and there is a crack in the leather pleather and I can see cloth. My sneakers are jacked up too. My Timbs are in Florida and my black dress shoes look like crap. I need new shoes.

3. What is the first thing you buy for someone else?
I'd pay off most of my mom's debt and begin college funds for my brother, sister, my cousins Jonah and Jakara, and
Kathy's 3 kids.

4. Do you give any away? If yes, to whom?
I'll give some to my mom's church. Pay my tithes. Also some to my old school's radio station. I made that promise a long time ago.

5. Do you invest any? If so, how?
In some select stock and there is any left into my restaurant.

i am who i am
7:52 PM

I'm tired of all of my fake asses trifling friends...
I am not good at smiling in people's face.
I never forget. So how can you look me in the face and fucking smile and call me on the phone to chat and talk fuckin small talk when you did what you did.
Why can't I have friends that don't stab me in the back.

i am who i am
9:00 AM

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12:31 AM

The comment box is new and improved.

i am who i am
10:34 AM

This could be a good show, but it is on BET so we'll see.

i am who i am
8:36 PM

So I gather I'm going to change my comment box. Not a problem. It is just sad that I'm going to loose all my old comments.

Is it not bad enough that I have to hear the roommate on the left and people upstairs have sex. Now the roommate on the right!!!

And what is up with Keshia Knight Pulliam being everywhere lately. Okay well just The Mole and the new Chingy video. I like her I just feel like where'd she come from out of the woodwork. I guess I just need to stop hating and let that girl make her money. Go Rudy...I mean Keshia.

We had a snow day today, but I don't have class on Mondays so it wasn't anything that big to me. My room is still a hot mess and nothing else is gonna get done until that changes. I know I am not gonna get to do laundry tonight but it would be nice to see the floor. So I'm off eat and finish cleaning.


i am who i am
7:55 PM

Not much going on lately.
I went grocery shopping today. My friend showed me this little neighborhood market that sells fresh fish, meats, and produce way cheaper than Safeway or Giant. I still have to go to Fresh Field's so that I can get some soy ice cream and healthy snack. I am a snacker. I also want to get some of these breakfast pockets. They only come in one flavor but it was so good. I have been raving about them since I tried it two weeks ago. (Sorry Kathy, I know you are tired of hearing about them) Anyway I want to get some of those, some ice cream, and some soy milk so I can eat cereal. Until I came to school here I had never had cereal with 'milk', cause I'm allergic. I had soy butter for the first time here too. I almost cried...I felt like how the Trix rabbit might feel when he gets to taste the Trix. I still don't eat cereal with milk all the time but I have the option to if I desire. I can never find the brand of soy butter I first tried and I am scared to try another one. I am not sure if they still make it. Oh well. I know Kelloggs made it. If anyone knows where to get that brand of soy butter in NYC or DC let me know. I really am trying to incorporate healthier foods in my diet.

i am who i am
10:26 AM

Happy Friday everyone.
The fact that my comment box is not functioning was turning me off of blogging. I never realized how much I enjoyed appreciated them.

Since it is Friday...let's go through the Friday Five.

At this moment, what is your favorite...

1. ...song? At this very moment it is Jesus Walks... by Kanye West...Ya'll shoulda know it would have been something involving Kanye.

2. ...food? What I just finished eating...some curried beef and potatoes and chickpeas with rice. I haven't really eaten beef since this mad cow thing, and I usually eat meat alternative but tonight it was the real thing and it was very good.

3. ...tv show?My Wife and Kids, The Apprentice and Top Model, and of course whack assed Passions. Sometimes I don't know why I still watch that damn show.

4. ...scent? Escada Island Kiss...or something from Carol's Daughter or my Partylite candle from Kathy ( it is fudge brownie and it really smells like fresh baked brownies...so that is what my room smells like right now.)

5. ...quote? Well it is from a the same Kanye song...Jesus Walks. "God show me the way 'cause the devil is trying to bring me down." Which is my constant prayer.

So that is that. This weekend there isn't much going on with me. I need to do laundry. I need to clean my room (like usual) I need to buy food. I need money. I need a hug. I need som tickets to the Kanye album release party. Or I'll just settle to for seeing Kanye in DC I'll be venting again soon, probably an audio post, since I paid for the service. Hey no one has tols me if I sound as crazy as I write...well then again the comment box is broken (and if I change it all of my old comments will be deleted.)

Alas, there is always email.


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12:39 PM

That is better.

I'm still waiting to find out what is going on with school. When I know you will know.
I'm curious do you guys know my major?

I want you guys to watch this...(you need Windows Media Player)
Click here if you have a low speed connection or here if you have a high speed connection.

Speaking of high speed... Why did my Ethernet card break. I am so upset. I still don't know if I'm going home and I'm supposed to be ...shhhh whisper...downloading songs....(even though I do feel really guilty.) listening to my launch station and taking advantage of other high speed fun. Now I'm stuck with the dial up again. I'm gonna buy a new one when I find out if I'm staying or not, cause it is $40. Ironically I saw one on sale in Bust Buy for $29 and I figured mine would be okay.

All weekend long I've been craving this in Chocolate Fudge Brownie. It is mnnnnn mmmnnnn good.

Before I forget ...my roommates. They are getting on my nerves. Could it be any colder on the east coast...(God please don't answer that question) and Christina keeps complaining to Stephany about the heat. She says she gets too hot and gets headaches. But she let it slip to Stephany one time that she thinks her vent is broken. Whatever the case I'm cold and it is not fair. (Stephany controls the heat in all 3 rooms) Damn there are some things I miss about Meridian...your own heat control.

i am who i am
2:15 AM

Okay now I'm pissed just as I remembered I forgot to save the damn picture the site that it is on goes down.....Okay new layout.

i am who i am
10:42 AM

Going home...
Maybe not????
Let's all cross our fingers and pray for me.
VALIDATION.

Tell me what you think about the new look.

P.S. Ladies, there is a semi-anual sale here. Even though they never have my size I still feel the need to be excited. I think this place is way better, but people tend to sleep on it.

i am who i am
7:31 AM

Five things I'll miss aboout not being in school:
5. Having my own space.
4. Cooking...in my own space.
3. Watching the Today show without turnign off the Direct TV
2. Having HBO...(but I have MTV2 at home)
And the number one reason ...
No ethernet. WHICH MEANS NO LAUNCHCAST RADIO, no downloading songs, no being online and talking on the phone...what will I do??? There is no Optimum Online in my area...what else is good?

i am who i am
11:35 AM

No school
Only 14 credits to get a degree.
I'm trying not to be upset or disapointed in myself.

I have to go get my things and bring them home. I love NY just not my house. I don't like people in my face, aand here people are in my face.

When I get back I guess I'll be looking for a job so that I can afford to pay my balance. Anyone know any where that is hiring someone who almost has a college degree?



i am who i am
6:44 AM

My year began in a very interesting way.
I have no idea where things are going, whether I'm gonna be in school or not, if I'm gonna be in DC or NY. I just have to keep my focus inspite of the major obstacles trying to bring me down.

This year I have a lot of housekeeping to do in my life. Mnnnn.
Where do I start?

i am who i am
8:25 PM

Happy New Year....

i am who i am
1:39 PM